It has been a few days since my last post and I am sorry that they were almost all picture posts.
I have been thinking a lot lately, much of it fueled by being around Mel and some of her blog posts, as well.
Within the past year to year and a half I have had multiple friends tell me that I am "shady" in an inability to commit way. And it's true. I hate being pinned down, even if it means to commiting to plans for a Friday night on a Monday. I can't do it, I just can't. Some say that they think I am holding out to see if something better comes along, but I don't think that is it. Perhaps it comes from my desire not to disappoint people...for example, if I am really tired and just don't have it in me to go out and cancel on someone. I don't feel like I have always been this way, or maybe I have and was just unaware of it.
What is wrong with me?!?!